The screaming matches of us and the end result is me being difficult or too much but you’re not listening. You push not encouragement but for boredom. I push to be understood do my words echo through you? It’s something that you started with your careless words that rolls over to why you don’t understand me. Yes you are the birth giver but have you remembered anything before I could speak? It just seems now it really never mattered but it matters when I forget .